Hello 👋, My Name is Restless.
They say restlessness is a blessing, not a curse 🤬
The word itself already made everyone feeling unease, stress, even the worst thing that happened from every aspect of our mind, our thought, and thinking are somehow feed the monster 👾 itself.
To some people, restless means stop! 🛑, a sign that is something wasn’t right with whatever we are trying to do with our evolving journey.
It creeps you in the midst of your sleep 😴 and unconsciously discourages you to believe that you are making a bad decision or trying to break your pattern that you just start. It isn’t drugs-related, at least for me drugs doesn’t give the restless a room to grow, it should give you one of the highest forms 🌈 of pleasure, so no, that’s not the problem.
So what is it? is it the life-changing cycle that makes you restless, or fear 😱 of losing the people you love? the “should-rules” society and modern-culture made? you know, the “rules” that you “should” follow to live a happy life, get a steady job, a good income and get praised, the should and should not, and that’s not even the cause that makes me restless.
I suddenly realized there’s something magical 🦄 about this.
Restless is not the enemy, restless is the sign, a truly good sign that life’s challenging me to evolve, it does not try to ruin my life. in fact restlessness is the one that reminds me that I am in my new reality, new emotion, new expectation that something a lot to deal with, its truly one of the blessings that persuade me to do more to the unknown, the restlessness.
Restlessness is a blessing, not a curse.